2/8/25

My soul full of love, joy, and gratitude.

Thank you for invitation and having me.

Happy birthday, Arthur!

All the best for everything!

 

 

Flashback, 3 years ago (2022) I moved to Jakarta, without family, friends, circle, just alone by myself. I asked my self "how to make friends at this age?". Suddenly one of my  acquaintance told me about this community. So I joined and still have not friends wkwk. Beside that, I am so grateful to meet all of these people. I felt sense of belonging; experience love, warm, kindness; learned many things, to love myself, to more open to others, to trust, to communicate better, to create healthy boundaries. Its mean a lot for me. I am so grateful to know Arthur. His maturity, kindness, energy, so wonderful.

Gratitude

Energy never lies. We can feel it in every action, word, situation, condition, place, object, and person long before the mind begins to process it.

Last weekend, I attended an event where I met many people from different walks of life. At one moment, a guy complimented my dress: “You are so gorgeous". I smiled, said thank you, and started explaining why I chose to wear that dress. But before I could finish, he gently cut in and said, “Just own it". I instantly stopped my word and got the energy behind that. The energy was uplifting, encouraging, and deeply empowering. It hit me in a way that made me pause and reflect.

Before leaving the event, I said goodbye to everyone, waving my hands and giving hugs. When I hugged one of the guys, his embrace carried such warmth and kindness that it caught me off guard. In that moment, I felt like crying, his energy was so gentle, it touched something deep in me.

On the taxi ride home, I cried. Tears flowed as I began to realize so many good things I had never truly noticed before. There was a deep sense of gratitude and tenderness behind those tears, like my heart was finally catching up with everything I’d been feeling.