27/01/24

I am not belonging to my family,

I am not belonging to the society.

I am not part of community.
I don't have friends.
I don't have circle.

I don't have partner.

often feel alone and deeply lonely to the core.

Nobody gets me, deep understanding me. 

Time by time, the more I know myself (accept me for who am I) and how the world functions, 

the more I know my value, what I desire, what I require, being kind to self, 

and more tolerance to others. 

Mutual

When two people have both made a choice and chosen each other, 

then everything feels very easy, effortless, and mutual.

Both choose to be open with each other

Choose to love, accept affection, and cherish.

Choose to trust and believe in each other

Choose to be present with each other

Choose to give and receive mutually

Choose each other, love each other

Choose to be together and unite.

Intimacy

Intimacy unfolds naturally and mutually, as two souls bare themselves to each other, revealing vulnerabilities, exchanging stories, delving into the depths of their desires and insecurities, free from any judgment. In this sacred space, there exists comfort, a sanctuary of safety, a profound connection, an unbreakable attachment, an unwavering trust, and an unending continuity. The entire experience unfolds with a natural, effortless grace, devoid of any imposition, seamlessly, and in the serene calmness of the moment. Intimacy involves nurturing and nourishing each other. Unconsciously contributing to the growth, well-being, happiness, pleasure, wellbeing, progress in life, empowerment, and success in both career and financial aspects. 

All of that happens when two souls mutually choose for it to unfold.

Hmmm

I'm curious, who is my husband and what kind of person is he? 
If he can be my husband, it means he can overcome all my intensity, 

and all the things in me that most people can't accept and be ease with it. 

Hmm, even if it is happiness and love, aka something fun and pleasure,

not everyone can receive my love, my joy, and my kindness. 

Intense

Many people still hard to differentiate between heaviness and intensity. There are also many who cannot handle the intensity. As simple as someone being intense, others may perceive it as anger. Similarly, when sharing a topic, those who cannot handle it may see it as anger, deep sadness, complexity, suffering, or hardship. However, the person writing it may simply be intense and doing well in life. Not everyone can handle someone's intensity.

Most of people love in surface, light energy, for fun, simple things. 

Many individuals perceive deep and intense experiences as challenging, complex, and unpleasant. As a result, some people may choose to avoid such experiences, even those who possess deep thoughts, emotions, and a keen sense of observation. This includes individuals who enjoy delving into their inner selves and confronting the darkness within. It is important to acknowledge that the deeper one delves into oneself, the darker and more intimidating it may appear. However, embracing and exploring these depths can also lead to personal growth, self-discovery, and a greater understanding of oneself.

Being honest and open

People afraid to speak up honestly, maybe afraid of people judgement. 

or aware of what people will see them and affect their life. 

While being open and transparent can foster a sense of familiarity and casual conversation, it is important to consider potential drawbacks. Some individuals may take advantage of this openness, using the information to their advantage. Additionally, there is a risk of being judged, abandoned, or experiencing strained relationships if others perceive the level of openness as excessive. It is crucial to strike a balance between sharing information and maintaining personal boundaries to ensure healthy relationships and overall well-being.

Happy New Year

Hiiii, Happy new Year Everyone!