26/5/22

Do i really miss him?

or just being sexually aroused?

Hand Fracture

15/5/22

My right hand broke (again), fractures and got surgery.

Need 6 months to recovery.

I live far away from everyone, alone, and have to do everything by myself in this condition, its not easy. 

fortunately i can still hold the mouse and type (super slow with effort).

18/5/22

Its been 3,5 months i moved to new city without friends, family, and acquaintance. 

In the beginning, everything looked super excited, expand, and joy. Day by day, the loneliness appear slowly until it was so deep and broke me mentally. Shit over shit, asshole over asshole came alternately from the place where i lived and around it. It was very struggle. 

Bye Jogja

Maret 2022

Thank you Audy and Hamidah.

See you next time. 

Thank you Aci for being sensitive and kind.

Thank you dok.C for helping me in the dark. 

Thank you Pak Boy dan tmn2 access jogja. 

Thank you for all kindness people that i met.